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The tears...

So this is how it's going to be, huh? Just more of this. Just more getting up, going to work, wating for my holiday, drinking until I can no longer stand up on my Saturday nights. Fulfilling the Staley alcoholic fate. Anything better a pipe dream...okay.

A picture of me sould be attached to the definition of mediocrity in the dictionary. At times like these when I'm emotionally torn up in reguards to my love or social life ("liked" but when given another choice dropped) I try to think about starting my new life in Grad School in London or Scotland. Then I remember that I don't even have my letters of recomendation secured yet and it's probably not going to happen. I guess I was th only one who had faith in me but I've officially lost the only faith I have. I'm Finally seeing clearly now what i'm capable of...just this...just more of this. One disapointment after another. My defining word "disappointment"Maybe that's where my picture should go in The American Heritage Dictionary.

i usually end self-depricating posts with "moving on" but, really, why kid myself.

Tune in tonight for the fall down fun...

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antigrl117
Oct. 10th, 2009 08:36 pm (UTC)
wanna do dinner in the u district on like thursday night? (i have class until 650)?
pandapropaganda
Oct. 11th, 2009 10:00 pm (UTC)
I totally would but I have plans on Thursday to have drinks with a friend and then go to another friends event near by. How is Wednesday for you?
antigrl117
Oct. 12th, 2009 01:47 am (UTC)
Wednesday is date night with Scotty. Hmm...Maybe Tuesday?
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