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So things and stuff. I need to write this quickily so I can do something productive while I'm borrowing Oni's computer. She's at class and I'm using the wireless at SU, which is kinda weird but nice to be back at, sittin' and chillin at Pigott. Weird man.
Anyway, have been kind of bumbed out the last couple of days. I've been out of school for six months, maybe seven and apart from moving out of my parents house I haven't really done ANYTHING. I miss Tablet a lot. I'm still job hunting and I've been job hunting for companies and positions that are still of no real interest to me other than the money and hopefully benefits they would provide. Still haven't gotten anything. I guess I'm bumbed out because I'm fucking sick of being the Winonna Ryder character in Reality Bites (only I'm pretty sure I could define irony). I'm itching to travel again. I'm itching to get started on doing something with my life but I'm not sure how. The worst part is that all the mindless tasks I do at work leave me stuck with my own mind, and though I'm usually down with mindless tasks becasue I can think about things I want to write, good memorys and so on, on bad days all I'm stuck with is thinking about the stuff that makes me feel bad--how that bastard never called, how I'm not doing anything with my writing, how time keeps going faster and faster, the months are flying by, and I haven't gone anywhere or done anything with myself worthwhile. It's not all just being depressed, it's a kind of anxiety. I just need to do something so I can stop holding my breath, if nothing else.
Anyway. Bitch bitch bitch.
The nice news is that I'm cat sitting for Ginger and having a cat around the appartment is so nice. I missed it a lot, a fuzzy little friend to sit and sleep on you and walk all over your keybaord when you're trying to write. It's also nice to come home and never really feel alone even when the roomates are out. I can't afford it right now but I need to have a kitty again, they really do brighten up the home life so much,...when they're not being a little pain in the ass.
Off to go be all productive like on the internet now. No my LJ and Myspace for Mir. Focus, Mir, Focus.

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pandapropaganda
Jan. 30th, 2006 02:53 am (UTC)
The kitties I adoped a year ago was when I was living with my parents. I moved out of my parents house and in with a friend of mine. The kitties stayed with my parents. I still visit them (and my parents, of course, tee hee) once a week.
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flyvapnet
Jan. 30th, 2006 03:10 am (UTC)
Alas!
So, Mir, what became of the Tablet situation? What kind of work are you doing now? I assume from what you wrote it's one of those so-called "detail oriented" — a.k.a. brainless and/or dead-end — jobs; in which case I understand your anxiety regarding the future and the depression brought on by here-and-now concerns.

It's great to know you've a little feline friend looking after you, though. I'd be lost without the cats here: They're my live-in therapists!

I'm completely out of touch with what's been going on regarding the Seattle Björk Gang. All I've been able to infer is that you're apparently languishing in an unfulfilling situation, Ginger is reportedly living someplace else and Jaden is off the radar — who knows where.

This lack of knowledge I've been experiencing is no doubt due in part to some folks immersing themselves in Rupert Murdoch's MySpace.com, a web site which won't let me register because I'm not part of Murdoch's favorite demographic group. Hopefully he'll burn in Hell along with Ken Lay and all his other corporate-executive pals.

Well, things change and they'll be changing again; so please don't think what's presently happening (or not happening) will still be the status quo ante in another six months. It won't! I'll sign off now, before I plunge into a litany of unbearable clichés.

=^..^=
pandapropaganda
Jan. 31st, 2006 06:58 am (UTC)
Re: Alas!
I'm sorry you've been out of touch with the Seattle Bjorkies. Things have been rather stressed here. Ginger and Jaden's breakup was pretty hardcore. Ging is moving to a new place next week. There's been lots of drama. Tablet had it's last issue in September. I've been working the same job I had while I was in school, an office lackey gig and I'm just lucky they still have work for me so I shouldn't complain, really. In return I feel out of touch with the b-j-o-r-k board, on account of the awkward G&J situation and the fact that I spend very little time on the internet these days. Is it still hoping over there? I should check it out someday.
flyvapnet
Jan. 31st, 2006 07:46 am (UTC)
Re: Alas!
Mir, I wouldn't say things are actually "hopping" at B-j-ö-r-k.com. "Drifting" is a word which springs to mind, though. I seldom get over there any more, either. Let's say it's a board which has seen better days. It's suffering from AWS (Absent Webmistress Syndrome) — a major factor in its present hibernation-like state.

I'm sorry to learn Tablet has closed up shop. Alas! Well, it's good you've a job with which you're familiar; and I hope it provides enough remuneration to permit your continued survival, until such time as a better situation presents itself.

I also hope the G. and J. situation resolves in a manner allowing both parties to get on with their lives. Mariposagerl is such a dynamo and I miss her presence on line. Well, I must close now as Mother Nature is beckoning me to the Pondering Room. Take care and be well!

=^..^=
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